Chapter 1, A Brief Beginning and End.

Later, Shen Nian resigned and felt fortunate about this experience. Because of this experience, she briefly became his girlfriend. She got what she wanted. Shen Nian resigned was Li Yingze's girlfriend. Otherwise, they wouldn't have dared to do such a foolish thing.

Shen Nianci followed behind Li Yingze, he turned around and entered the classroom. Shen Nianci waited outside. Li Yingze took out his own mobile phone from the drawer and handed it to Shen Nianci in front of the whole class.

Because she is too introverted, in other words, she is too self-conscious.

Due to Shen Nianci and his friends' "thick-skinned" behavior, they sometimes joke around with him. As a result, they have become familiar with each other.

In such clear eyes and healing smiles, Shen Nianci gradually fell.

Is that true? Shen Nianci thought he would have to borrow for a long time, but he agreed all of a sudden. She didn't even have a chance to use the prepared excuse.

Li Yingze returned her a smile, which looked very attractive with two shallow dimples at the corners of his mouth and fair skin. Shen Nianci liked to see him smile for some reason. She always felt that his smile was like the sun in March, which made people feel warm inside.

It's such a seemingly innocent person who, in the second year of junior high, learned to fight with gangsters and ended up in the police station. Of course, Shen Nianci knew about this news because she had a friend present.

Li Yingze didn't even log out of QQ in front of her, and directly clicked on "Add Account". At that time, they should still have trusted each other.

Unlike the unrequited love in youth literature, Shen Nianci and Li Yingze are considered friends. She would often tease him with her friends because at that time, he seemed too harmless and his eyes revealed innocence.

Shen Nianci was thinking of taking advantage of the weekend holiday to go out and stock up on some food and daily necessities.

Because she had asked him, Shen Nianci felt that his grades were very good. At their school, he couldn't get a better education. She had suggested that he transfer to another school, but was flatly rejected. It's unexpected that he has now agreed.

Lucky people are the former, and the unfortunate are the latter. Shen Nianci belongs to the latter.

At that time, Shen Nianci would never have imagined that one day in the future, his eyes would no longer be clear, but guarded, with a gaze that remained vigilant towards everything. Shen Nianci had hoped to make him return to his former self, but she was not the right person, nor was she capable of healing him.

Youth is just like this, when you see the opposite sex appear around the person you like, you will instinctively dislike them.

The difference is that Li Yingze had a day off on Saturday morning, while Shen Nianci had to wait until Sunday morning to have a day off. So on that afternoon off, she basically wouldn't go home because she found it troublesome, unless it was a short vacation. Maybe they could go home together, but most of the time they couldn't meet up.

Li Yingze looked up at her, then nodded.

When Li Yingze was in the first year of junior high school, he sat in the back row because he was too tall. Even though he had good grades, he could only sit in the back row. At that time, Shen Nianci was in the class next to him, studying in the third year of junior high school.

So we can meet each other often now, right?Shen Nianci felt a secret joy in her heart. She thought fate was so wonderful. She met him again after a brief separation. Looking at his back, Shen Nianci was a little lost in thought.

Transferred schools," Li Yingze said casually.

"Ah? Didn't you say your parents disagreed with you transferring schools?" Shen Nianci said with some surprise.

I'm in the same class as my classmate. "Li Yingze said somewhat helplessly.

She walked into a supermarket, where the shelves were filled with a wide variety of goods. However, she lowered her head and headed towards the discount area. After finishing her shopping and coming out, she unexpectedly saw a familiar figure at the entrance of the supermarket. She was momentarily stunned, then immediately rushed over and happily greeted, "Zeze, what are you doing here?"

As the representative of the first year, after finishing his speech, Li Yingze went to have a meal with Shen Nianci. Li Yingze sat opposite Shen Nianci, feeling a bit restrained and not very picky about the dishes. Shen Nianci noticed this and picked a large bowl for him. Li Yingze casually said, "Thank you."

She never thought about whether it was because she didn't understand him.

Can you lend me your phone for one night later? Shen Nianci asked cautiously, looking forward to Li Yingze's answer.

The voice of that girl, on the other hand, was louder and more confident. Shen Nianci sat in the classroom, her gaze fixed on Li Yingze. At that time, someone said, "They make a good match." Shen Nianci was almost scared to death by Li Yingze's eyes. Even now, Shen Nianci still dislikes that girl, even though they have lost touch since then.

After much hesitation, she didn't know the answer until she typed out this sentence. Perhaps this is also the reason why she has been brooding over it for many years.

That is the most beautiful appearance in youth.

When Shen Nianci learned this news, she was very shocked and had an incredulous expression on her face. In her mind, Li Yingze had never been this kind of person, nor would he do such things. He was a good student, even a somewhat introverted one, different from those who smoke and bully others.

However, even so, it is difficult to conceal the inner inferiority complex.

Shen Nianci's heart was filled with joy, but he could only pretend to be indifferent and say, "No need to thank me."

However, the appearance of that girl is the person that Shen Nianci most wants to become, but unfortunately, her whole youth is filled with self-doubt, and she never sees the light of day.

A sigh spread through the class. Shen Nian blushed, unsure if it was due to the influence of alcohol. Her face was very red in the dark night. A young girl's worries are like the unstoppable wind, filling the entire starry sky.

When Shen Nianci graduated from junior high school, Li Yingze and another girl represented the class to congratulate Shen Nianci on their graduation from ninth grade.

Although she didn't have any expectations in her heart, she still wanted to give it a try.

Fate is a mysterious thing. It can bring you to meet someone who will amaze you for a lifetime, but it can also lead you to meet someone who will remain unattainable for the rest of your life.

In the following years, Shen Nianci often wondered whether Li Yingze had ever liked her at that time, or even loved her.

Shen Nianci always liked to stare at him absentmindedly, intentionally or unintentionally. However, at that time, Shen Nianci was not particularly outstanding in appearance. She was just an ordinary-looking person in everyone's eyes. This label followed her for a long time, but she had a good personality and was easy-going.

After looking at the overall class performance, I agreed," said Li Yingze somewhat helplessly.

After Li Yingze transferred to their branch school, Shen Nianci, who was in the same place, often invited him to go to school together on weekends. Their school is not far away, just a few streets away, and they both go to school for evening self-study on Sunday afternoons.

Li Yingze stood on the podium, holding his speech manuscript, confidently expressing his blessings to his senior classmates. At that time, he was the epitome of youth and confidence in Shen Nianci's eyes, shining brightly. Even many years later, Shen Nianci still remembered him like this.

In early autumn of 2016, Shen Nianci went to school, which meant that she might never see that person again, the person she could only secretly observe from a corner.

Shen Nianci still remembers one Sunday afternoon when she and Li Yingze felt that it was still early, so they strolled around the street. Suddenly, Li Yingze turned around and said somewhat embarrassedly, "Don't follow me anymore."

Shen Nian turned around in confusion and found several people behind him panicking and hiding. Shen Nian was puzzled and asked Li Yingze, "Who are they?"

During the first week of school, she felt lost and disoriented, with no taste for food. While her classmates were already making plans to hang out with new friends, Shen Nianci was still fixated on the name of her desk mate.